okay so been waiting for this day to get here, and here we go!
Started freaking the hell out last night!! Tarik was washing my back and trying to calm me down...after 20 of my "but "statements, he learned to just be quiet and let me talk LOL.
couldn't sleep
can't eat
on my 2nd pot of coffee
will have a serious caffeine induced coma soon i'm sure
damn pimple on my nose
i think i'm going to puke
i think i'm going to pee on myself
probably well on my way of doing both, hopefully not on stage
going hoarse trying to bring the volume and all the practicing
have changed my pieces a million times, and probably a million more times before i get on stage
can't believe i'm here
fucking excited
can't breathe
breathe
butterfly has many children inside...would u sit the hell down in there!
okay im talking to myself
i need a drink..okay just one
i need a toke...uh no
rolled 2 up, but too nervous to smoke lol...save for afterwards
that stage is going to be so damn hot tonite, we will leave only ashes!!
okay going to go pee AGAIN!
Good luck tonight to all, and i love ya...to hell with the niceities...tonight i'm knocking some mofos out the ring!!
much love
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
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definitely time to do less floating like a butterfly and more stinging like a damn bee!!! :)
congratulations..... very conflicting emotions, am sure you can relate... now the work begins. or at least i think it does...
and knock them the f out you did!! congrats mama...you earned it baby!
yes kim, i know...but we are going to do what we do, regardless..
thank u jo, thank u
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