Sunday, July 29, 2007

See what ya started Sunshine LOL

Your Kiss is Black

Your kisses are amazing. You put a lot of effort into your kissing technique.
You are a perfectionist, and you never leave any kissing detail to chance.
When you're kissing, you like to be in charge. You don't enjoy someone else taking the lead.
You know you're the best kisser. In fact, you're often disappointed by how other people kiss.

Kissing Type: Thoughtful

People See Your Kisses as: Amazingly unreal

You Kiss Best With: A Pink Kisser

Stay away from: A Green Kisser

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

ummm ok...i think i will try that!

You Are 76% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right.
You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous.
When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.

fo sho!!

You Need Some Purple in Your Life

Purple will make you feel ambitious, independent, and creative.
And with a little purple, you will project an aura of individuality.
If you want more extravagance, you've got to get a little purple in your life!

For extra punch: Combine purple with green or orange

The downside of purple: It can evoke sad feelings

The consequences of more purple in your life:

You will feel an increase in your artistic abilities
You will find balance in the most chaotic parts of your life
You will feel calm and will be hard to disturb

You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl

Creative. Expressive. Unique.

mmmmm yummy!
You Are Gay

In your opinion, there's nothing sexier than your own sex.
There's definitely nothing straight about you!


Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing

ohhhh i it alot
Your Personality Is Like Marijuana

You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you!
Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down.
You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly.

hahahaha uh ya think????

Friday, July 27, 2007

hollow tipped yesterdays
pierce a heart
yearning to be possessed
shattering dreams
like ran through cobwebs
filtered sunlight dances on air
and bits of you
free float in my peripheral
i blink slowly
to clear my vision

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Like Wow...

Umm yeah, this is pretty cool stuff.
i can't wait to see the rest of the crew's posters
it will definitely be one of the hottest shows in town....for a whole week!!
11 1/2 days left and counting...whew...butterflies are an understatement

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

--for Creator & She
--for an amazing group of women, proud to call them teammates...and friends
--for hella fun saturday night, just hanging out...and you and i whipping ass in dominoes and spades..."im sorry"
--for laughter
--for the way my kids make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside...i am so blessed
--for finally a day off to spend together
--for the light in his eyes when he gets sooooo excited
--for 12 days left and counting...we are ready
--for sitting under dark skies and feeling cool nights...meditating lol
--for you wanting to know if i was coming through, and your laugh...wish i could of hung out, really i do
--for one great dinner party, poetry, wine, and uh our coach having just a lil too much...priceless
--for blessings seen and unseen
--for clean cool sheets
--for my lil gizmo 'theodore'...loves his mommy so much lol
--for growth in you, in us, in me
--for poetry
--for peace

Thursday, July 19, 2007

So Much...

--for all the blessings Creator & She allow
--for what these eyes see
--for kami's accident not being as bad, but dang it was ewwwww
--for my kids...nuff said
--for an incredible night of slam poetry at big brotha b' wow
--for seeing college station rock the mic, they are hungry and it shows
--for the U21 team moving me to heaving tears...there are no words to explain how i feel about these kids, especially my boys...
--for them making and daring me to be better writers
--for late night talks as you sat at my feet
--for great cyphers
--for the spirit of poets...all of us are incredible group of people
--for the nerves starting to kick in, its so close to nationals
--for some hellified women on my team
--for your txts letting us know they came in FIRST today!!
--for starlit nights and cool breezes
--for all of my kids being with me, while laughing over burgers and fries at Fran's
--for being a mom

Thursday, July 12, 2007

--for Creator & She, the awesomeness of life blesses me daily
--for knowing, you and i will forever be connected
--for a lil time away
--for taking the reigns where you left off, still need you but i understand
--for laughing and creating with my big brotha b
--for him finally getting a lil peace
--for ebony looking like the most beautiful bride, and the huge grin on david's face...their love for one another is amazing
--for knowing and believing there IS love like that
--for fun road trips...again
--for lunch with Amy and her lovely princess aiyanna, hadn't been able to for almost 3 weeks...definitely a treat
--for playing the car game (wood wagon, convertibles, yellow bellies, slug bug)
--for the possibilites of "us"
--for feeling like a school girl
--for the way your eyes look at me, its not the eyes..its the thoughts behind them
--for challenging my mind
--for inside jokes
--for you looking for me...too funny
--for old friends
--for family...blood and non you much

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

i inhale you deeply
until i can no longer breathe
for i am afraid if i exhale
i will lose too much of you

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

--for what my lens captures (pix above)
--for Creator & She
--for beautiful love
--for hanging with my teammates strong in the corner full of laughter
--for showing off and showing out...they weren't ready
--for the battle between last year and this year...sorry B, you didn't have a chance
--for life, the bitter and the sweet...enjoy it all
--for star filled nights, and feeling like the only one seeing them for the first time
--for playing in the rain
--for my quirky self, i love the way i matter what
--for his poetry and his whispers in my ears
--for memories...and smiles...and tears
--for you babygirl, trying...half the battle
--for my new babyboy...thank you jai and brandy
--for my did i get so blessed
--for eventhough we haven't hung out in awhile, i know you are there
--for seeing my daddy rollerskating after at least 30yrs, the smiles it brought to both our faces
--for my babyboy turning 13...officially a teenager
--for boys...and wanting to save them all
--for poetry and its life lines to all of us, connecting you to me to us to we!

Monday, July 02, 2007

The weekend....

Never bend your head.
Hold it high.
Look the world in the eye.

-Helen Keller

to you, thank you for reminding me to remain FEARLESS, and to always hold my head up.

Had a blast saturday night @ NPS fundraiser. We, the team, did quite well. audience reactions to some of the group pieces was a bit more than what we expected i think. gave us some flight in our step.
watching Funky Mike wipe up the floor with poor Brian...priceless. i don't think the crowd understood why our lil corner was bent over crying with laughter. man, when mike looked over at us, then pulled b's book out of his back pocket OMG!! Poor poor POOR Brian...never had a chance lol.
That lil' cute funky was sneaky and manipulative...ahhh just the way i like 'em HA!
It was nice to see the U21 slam was nice to see RUBY handle her own, she shined like the young Queen she is...seems the boys need some trimming of those big heads of theirs...yeah i said it!
Hanging out with the crew again, well that was best of all...realize just how much i missed it...all in due time ma, all in due time.
on another note, my babyboy is officially a teenager, as of sunday...i'm a lil sad and happy for him all at once. i really need some time to just take all this growing up in lol. its toooooooo much! oh how i long for another baby these days...well, maybe i will get a puppy instead!
Lord please let me get it right with these two, let me guide there steps well, let me continue to make them strong and beautiful inside. let them fly higher than i ever will, but remain sweetly grounded.
have a great week people
stay blessed
stand fearless in love