sex is a funny thing...
giving yourself away in lil pieces is not...
i am enjoying this journey getting to know me. a few bumps in the road. a crash or two, even a blackhole appeared.but nonetheless i am still standing. i have great insurance coverage...the Creator.
i'm finding out just because i am a very sexual woman, does not mean i have to give this sweet essence away all the time, to just anybody. why, at almost 40 i'm learning this?....but the lesson comes anyway.better late than never i presume.
god! did i say almost 40?
so lately, i've been cleaning house sorta speak. getting rid of the trash and mediocracy, ya know.
i find it quite interesting, as well, the reactions from men and women-i love 'em both. i let them know, hey i'm flattered...but unless u r willing to explore the possibility of something meaningful...cause right now i'm looking for substance.
(actually i'm craving it.)casual encounters are on the back burner. women, for the most part, understand and respect this idea of mine. i said, for the most part....lol. even had one beautiful lady say 'can u just wait until after we have had our moment, to start this quest? don't be like that' she said
i laughed, but also was hurt....she didn't get it
i was just an object of her desire...a thing.
now the men, hahahahahahahahaha....i swear i love ya'll, but so damn predictable.
hey, ever want to weed out the wrong ones, clear out a room, have'em running for the hills...just tell 'em ya looking for something more....hear that? sounds of crickets chirping!! EXACTLY!!
its all good....she or he is out there for me.
i'm not looking, but i am waiting.
sistah here got some more cleaning to do before this house is ready
....until next time
Monday, January 23, 2006
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LOL....I got ya broom sista. And I will help sweep if ya arms get tired.
Always. :)
Be patient my love...it is out there. Waiting for what it didnt know it could ever have. :)
i wonder how many of these people are going to wish they were double-jointed enough to give themselves a good kick in the a** when they realize they had a chance to have a very good thing and they blew it by focusing on one-dimension of such a complex and beautiful being...if they need it, i'll gladly help them out (with the kick in the a**, that is)...
sunshine...i know u always will have my back
i'm being patient, knowing he or she is out there waiting for me too.
there is beauty in that
b...lol, always making me laugh, always making me blush
yes, just one more week and it will have been a year since this part of your journey began... seems like years ago at times and other times it feels like yesterday, a new journey for each of us began on the same day, grateful to have shared it with you sister...
Emptiness can only be filled by your choices. Your choice to clean up and set up for what should fill it sounds no matter what age it arrives. Just remember to look for that which finds you for you-the sum of all of your parts. The parts still marred by eraser shavings and the parts that are dotted perfectly..you know?
babygirl, yeah u remembered...thank u for allowing me to nest awhile, don't know what i would of done w/o u...
everything is for a reason
may your journey still be a blessed learining experience, and mya our paths always cross
g, funny sarah says the same...damn where the hell were ya'll years ago? lol
but i know i wouldn't b who i am now if it wasn't for then...ya know
even had one beautiful lady say 'can u just wait until after we have had our moment, to start this quest? don't be like that' she said
i laughed, but also was hurt....she didn't get it
i was just an object of her desire...a thing.
says it all... says it all. you will find someone who will appreciate your senusallity, beauty and gifts... you must be patient. a wise man, a priest once told me "kim, one day you'll turn a corner and the love of your life will greet you with the biggest smile... they can never greet you by standing beside you.. you have to see each other coming." keep going sister.. keep going..
thir13teen
As long as you know that past mistakes help make you who you are but YOU are not the mistakes made in the past. If that makes sense.
i enjoyed this post...and im sure we ALL have some cleaning to do.
13, thank u for the words...u always give me food for my soul to sink its teeth into
yes g...total sense...dealing w/ honesty of my past right now
"i'm finding out just because i am a very sexual woman, does not mean i have to give this sweet essence away all the time, to just anybody."
I am also learning this very difficult, but pivotal lesson ma'am. Stick with it and know (like I tell myself), never ever mistake what your body can offer sometimes, for what your heart and soul can offer all the time.
And by the way, I will start leaving comments from now on, wouldn't want you to think I was a "blogger stalker" or something... :)
Dude, seriously, I thought you were twenty-something.
angel lol, how ya doing girl...yeah we already spoke of this at neo. its too important for me right now in my life not to do it..know what i mean.
funky mike, thankyou for the compliment. old girl loves to hear it.
yep, 38 in april....good genes
u r too flyy to underestimate anything you have to give. even the time spent typing a letter, returning a phone call, shaking a hand -- all outlets of your positive energy. think of it like that and you will forever be celibate (just kidding) but definitely mindful. keep shining
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