Exploring the fantasies and delusions of one woman inside two trying to just "Be"
Thursday, July 13, 2006
it felt really good having my babygirl with me last night at Neo...though far from being a baby, she is MY baby. We butt heads a lot, but she will always be my daughter and i will always be her mother. she decided life would be better not living with her immediate family, so she has ventured out into the real world. i worry about her constantly, but know she must find out on her own. she misses home, though not ready for home rules. i miss her more than she knows. she finally got a job. no school yet, but said she will try to go back to Job corps in the fall. i'm crossing my fingers. my babygirl, always been head strong. i just want the best for her, but realize sadly i can't do that for her...she has to see what's best for herself. *sigh*
and that's all you can do shelle. she has to do it for herself. i can remember when me and my mama butted heads like CRAZY! i was in highschool and had started "smelling myself." our relationship was HORRIBLE! today, 10 years later, our relationship is back on track--mostly because i realized that my mama has always wanted the best for me and that included LETTING me find out what that was for myself! :)
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